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Some Resident Evil depression and anxiety headcanons

These boys really going through it.

Headcanons for Karl Heisenberg, Albert Wesker, Chris Redfield and Leon Kennedy.

Karl Hesienberg

  • Forgets to bathe
  • Chain smokes
  • Alternates binging and not eating
  • Sleeps in his clothes
  • Sleeps in a chair
  • Picks skin and scratches himself
  • Dissociates by staring into space
  • Dissociates by working without rest

Albert Wesker

  • Repetitive motion stimming, drums fingers
  • Cold showers
  • No sleep
  • Will not eat
  • Intrusive thoughts of self harm
  • Homicidal ideation
  • Increased orothorexia
  • Anxious cleaning, cleans glasses obsessively

Chris Redfield

  • Alcohol
  • Chain smoking
  • Deliberately gets into fights as self harm
  • Suicidal ideation, toys with Wesker’s old gun
  • Sleeps constantly, has nightmares
  • Deliberately puts himself into danger
  • Dissociates staring off into space
  • Stops shaving

Leon Kennedy

  • Alcohol
  • Gambling
  • Sex, sexual sadism
  • Fits of rage
  • Self harm by deliberate self injury
  • Intrusive sadistic and homicidal thoughts
  • Sits in one spot without moving
  • Selective mutism

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selfindulgentsaccharine:

As someone with violent and even homicidal ideation, I think the choices people make are far more indicative of their moral character than anything else.

Thoughts mean nothing. Thoughtcrimes don’t exist, especially because what we think is out of our control. If you’re not running around hurting people or advocating for others hurting people, then you’re fine. For the love of fuck stop stigmatizing mental illnesses and and the unsavory symptoms some of them tend to have.

People can’t help it whether they have intrusive thoughts or even fantasize about violence. It doesn’t mean we’re going to do it. I’m not going to apologize for my symptoms nor does someone finding them off-putting give them a license to be ableist/sanist about it.

Is it okay if i ask about the psyop post? Why do you feel that way?

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No problem, pal. 😾🔪 here, it was my post specifically, so here’s the context. (I’ll try not to ramble).

personal irl background: IRL in this lifetime, I/we were raised in a household where our father had significant paranoid delusions, primarily centered around the government. Typical ‘agents are following us, because I know too much’, ‘the government caused 911’, etc etc.

Kin background: A lot of my (😼🔪) kintypes and past lives specifically include experiences where I was a victim of actual government manipulation and conspiracies, mind control, and psyops.

irl historical background: The CIA and other groups, provably and factually use psyop (psychological operations) to disrupt groups that want to control or destroy. Things like inserting agents to agitate human rights, anti-racist, and communist groups by bringing up divisive topics, and leading to group infighting so that no actual work is done or progress is made.

observation: much of the antiship rhetoric we see (sex and kink negative, purity discussion) comes from TERF and fascist spaces. These spaces are being provided by, and are to the benefit of, western conservative christian fascist groups.

extrapolation: it is not hard to imagine deliberate agitators within the anti community, or above them within the terf or chirstofascist community deliberately sewing discord in proship spaces in order to shut us all up and dilute our message.

I am specifically referring to the pro-para/anti-para discourse that has recently started to become prevalent, as well as to the uptick in the presence of transid related posts and (apparent) minors seeking sexual contact in the proship tags.

To me, it seems like these are being created as a deliberate disruption of actual proship discourse, to divide us.

Personally, I think that it is absolutely possible that this is actually what is happening. But I marked the post cw unreality an cw delusion because I recognize the impact that my personal background has on my thinking in this sphere.

Does that make sense? Feel free to send a follow up message.

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Saw a post about ‘your F/O will never hurt you’. So this is for self shippers (like me) with violent, sadistic, mentally ill, rival or villainous F/Os who do want to hurt them.

(this post is about fictional relationships only)

💘 Your F/O might want to hurt you but their love for you makes it easier to control their impulse.

💘 Your F/O will never hurt you without your consent.

💘 Your F/O will never kill you.

💘 Your F/O will always tend to your wounds and help you heal.

Sorry for kinda ranting! /Gen/lhI’m someone who only draws their fuck up ships in a cute way.I’ve dealt with things in my life, Which arguably aren’t that bad, but had lasting effects on me. Just ignoring those moments in my life Have never worked, they come back to me in my weak points. So when I started reading I found the genre a Fic, forbidden love, but at the end it was a happy ending. it was perfect for me as I was already a fan of romantic stuff in general, this allowed me to relate to it but also get the happy ending I don’t feel like I ever got. It gave me something I needed to focus on that didn’t just remind me of how things were, and didn’t make me feel alone.I’ve also seen people that drawing things they relate to  in a cutesy way is the opposite helpful. And that’s completely valid, it’s just best we avoid each other and respect boundaries put in place.My therapist encourages me reading, drawing, and reminds me I’m not a monster for my interest in fiction. Even if my life was completely different, and I was happy from the gecko, maybe I’d still have the same interest, who the hell knowsAnti’s having such a terrible effect on my mental health, ironically for them, has only pushed me to focus more on the coping mechanisms that worked, ie: The ones they hate.Am I aware that what I draw is bad in life? Yes absolutely. Which is why I always tag everything I post appropriately, so it can be avoided by those who might not find help with it or find it gross.  I do my part by putting warnings and making sure it’s in appropriate places. I wish other people could do their part by looking at it critically,  and avoiding what they don’t like.

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Hey anon, it’s Harry. Thanks for sharing this with me.

Honestly I can relate, personally, because I also prefer to write my own fucked up ships as sweet and happy. I enjoy a lot of shipcest, and I am ONLY interested in loving and consensual shipcest relationships.

Other people in the system like much rougher content, dubcon, angst, but personally I really only like fluffy content even when it’s between screwed up people in a screwed up relationship.

Everybody has different preferences, and everybody comes out of their trauma with a different reaponse.

No matter what antis say, please listen to your therapist and keep enjoying the fiction that makes you feel better, anon. You are not doing anything wrong.

–Harry

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antishipping:

“okay but why i am supposed to care if someone’s actually already suicidal if i tell them to kill themselves? if they actually do it, that’s not my responsibility. they should have known i was joking, it’s their own fault for taking it seriously. why am i supposed to be so concerned about someone else’s mental health?”