“To watch a horror movie is to know that something bad is going to happen. To have a body is really the same thing.”
– “Guts” by Julia Armfield
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Tag Archives: cw dissociation
i need a delete feeling button
Try dissociation
Keeps coming back like Tumblr live.
Tyler Howard sat against the wall of the BSAA helicopter, his lean shoulders arched up against the cold metal. He sat with his arms crossed and his head slumped, staring down at the space between his boots.
So much had happened in the last day. So much had changed. It was the Rochester incident all over again. He felt, intellectually, he should be tormented about it all. But instead the interior of his mind only provided something like a blaring static.
“Hey,” a voice broke through. Chris. “You gonna be okay?”
Tyler shrugged in response. Even he had no idea.
Some Resident Evil depression and anxiety headcanons
These boys really going through it.
Headcanons for Karl Heisenberg, Albert Wesker, Chris Redfield and Leon Kennedy.
Karl Hesienberg
- Forgets to bathe
- Chain smokes
- Alternates binging and not eating
- Sleeps in his clothes
- Sleeps in a chair
- Picks skin and scratches himself
- Dissociates by staring into space
- Dissociates by working without rest
Albert Wesker
- Repetitive motion stimming, drums fingers
- Cold showers
- No sleep
- Will not eat
- Intrusive thoughts of self harm
- Homicidal ideation
- Increased orothorexia
- Anxious cleaning, cleans glasses obsessively
Chris Redfield
- Alcohol
- Chain smoking
- Deliberately gets into fights as self harm
- Suicidal ideation, toys with Wesker’s old gun
- Sleeps constantly, has nightmares
- Deliberately puts himself into danger
- Dissociates staring off into space
- Stops shaving
Leon Kennedy
- Alcohol
- Gambling
- Sex, sexual sadism
- Fits of rage
- Self harm by deliberate self injury
- Intrusive sadistic and homicidal thoughts
- Sits in one spot without moving
- Selective mutism